MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT ♥

Literally . Well, that's what I thought . I mean, its not possible for a heart to skip a beat, rite ? Unless u're .. u know . ;) but seriously, it felt so real .. but at the same time, it felt unreal .. I know, its ridiculous . I saw him just now, & it happened . My heart skips a beat . Its crazy how he can easily twist my feelings . Oh come on , it's been years ! The feeling should dissapear now . or fade . or something ! can u blieve it ? & after all the things he'd done .. & i'm still here, waiting for him . I'm so stupid ! He'd probably had a girlfriend rite now, but i don't care . Like my mind has set him up as the only guy I would ♥ . Surely that's not my intention . My body is in automatic mode. If i hv been given a choice, I would choose to forget him bcuz I'm a rational person . I knew it wud never hppen & i'm trying to save myself . I'm also a loving person btw . I love myself & I don't wanna risk myself of being hurt :(  True facts, when he came i just forget evrything . My intention of forgetting him and letting go .. everything . Weird ? Tell me bout it .