I'M THE CHOSEN ONE ! ;D

BTW, have i mentioned ? I'm one of them .. GAHHH ! Preparing for the worst 6months I'll ever been ! Y the heck they even want to add Xtra 3months for that torturing program ! Oh, of course . They want to torture us. NO! We're INNOCENT !
what ? don't U get it ? I'M CHOSEN FOR PLKN ! duhhhhhhhhhhh ~;D

Kau Ilham Ku 

 Beribu bintang dilangit 

Kini menghilang

Meraba aku dalam kelam

Rembulan mengambang

Kini makin suram 

Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul

Dalam diam 

Ada kerdipan ada sinar 

Itukah bintang atau rembulan 

Terima kasih kuucapkan

[♥]

Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu 

Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu 

Maafkanlah oh...

Andai lagu ini

Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu

Kau senyumlah oh...

Sekadar memori 

Kita di arena ini 

Kau ilhamku Kau ilhamku... 

( repeat ♥)

* NAS ( lead-singer)

* PIPI ( back-up singer)

* PONY ( poet )

* JUN ( guitar)

* ME ( keyboard )

MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT ♥

Literally . Well, that's what I thought . I mean, its not possible for a heart to skip a beat, rite ? Unless u're .. u know . ;) but seriously, it felt so real .. but at the same time, it felt unreal .. I know, its ridiculous . I saw him just now, & it happened . My heart skips a beat . Its crazy how he can easily twist my feelings . Oh come on , it's been years ! The feeling should dissapear now . or fade . or something ! can u blieve it ? & after all the things he'd done .. & i'm still here, waiting for him . I'm so stupid ! He'd probably had a girlfriend rite now, but i don't care . Like my mind has set him up as the only guy I would ♥ . Surely that's not my intention . My body is in automatic mode. If i hv been given a choice, I would choose to forget him bcuz I'm a rational person . I knew it wud never hppen & i'm trying to save myself . I'm also a loving person btw . I love myself & I don't wanna risk myself of being hurt :(  True facts, when he came i just forget evrything . My intention of forgetting him and letting go .. everything . Weird ? Tell me bout it .  

I L Y ! :D

GGYAAAHHH !! LEE JOON OPPA ~ ~ ~ ♥

                                                                                         HAHA . Funny ;D

YIPPO ~!

poker-face ! ;D

not a serious-type .

I LOVE LEE JOON ~! ♥

ALONE && BABYSITTING ! =.=

Hello readers .

Hm~ What can I say . Alone AND babysitting . What a perfect ingredient to make the perfect recipe of MISERY ! So let me get the straight . My family are enjoying their stay at KK, wondering around city, shop till' they drop ~ ( ugh, I hope they drop . LOL . JK) & i'm here, at home, all ALONE ( wat I mean 'alone' is the fact that i'm the only adult here) babysitting 5 of my cousins ( I REPEAT :: BABYSITTING 5 (FIVE) of my cousins) all ALONE . Yah . Not really my favourite thing to do . & they're crazy ! Not like, FUN-crazy . Fun for them, ANNOYING & IRITTATING-crazy for me ! Anyway, meet THE FIVE ::

* THE YOUNGEST OF THE GROUP *

~ POPONG .

~ CRAZY-EATER !

 ~ ALIP .

~ COSMOS-CRAZY ! 

P/S ~ popong at the back, EATING ! XD

~ NABILA . 

~ INSANIC creature . XD
~ & NO. She's not an alien . XD

~ AMIE & UAN .

~ CRAZY-FIGHTER ( but NOT a fighter ) LOL .

See? They're CRAZYY ! So u met them , I have to live with them . Now I'M goin' CRAZY .

Anyway, gotta go, cuz someone's HUNGRY !

one more please ~ ~

 YAP . U guess it . XD

 Toodles ~ ~ ~ 

INCOMING 2011 !

HEYY SOUL SISTA ! Only 1 week to go, then we can kiss 2010 gudbye & welcum 2011 bebehhh ! LOL . Can't believe my honeymoon year is almost over ! Next year is all about study, stress & pimples ! OH NO ~ I gotta be honest, i'm not ready for all of this.. I'm not ready to grow up.. Seriously . I'm not ready to face life challenges & change MAJOR things in my life .. I'm just not . I noe U think that I'm just being childish, well mentally, I AM ! Sorry for that ! HAHA . Maannn , I wish we cud turn back time .. Well if I cud, i wud turn back to my happy years of 2006-2008 . Aww, I miss those FUN days ~ now, my life are just so gloomy, IT SUCKS ! Well, lets just see wat 2011 brings us . I hope its a bucket of CANDIES & RAINBOWS cuz I can't afford having 4 years of HELL in a row ! Wishing the best for 2011 ~ chaw ! ;D

FAR_DEE,
*HEPI NEW YEAR ! :D*

SWEET 16 ~ ;D

WOW ! What ? I'm 16 ALREADY ??  U kiddin' me ? HAHA . I'm not ready to grow up, darn it ! LOL . Seems like life passed by SO quickly for me ~  & 5 years later i'm gonna be an ADULT ! Probably just going thru into marriage life ! To make it worst, I may even think about.. or want to.. or even ALREADY have CHILDREN(s) ! NOOOOO .....!!
I HATE children ! Ocay, NOT hate .. But I'm kinda, well, sorta, maybe NOT, a big FAN of children ! I mean, I like cute, bubbly & sweet children but evrything d opposite of that, i might just strangle them & then tie them on a spinning fan !! (well, just in my imagination ..LOL)
anyway ~ my point is, i love just being a simple-life teenager who worried about her friendship&love life more than a complicated-crazy-life of adults who worried about bills & diapers or wtever ! But ofcors, I NOE, sumday I will grow up anyway (phisically & hope so-mentally as well ) so i'm just gonna go with the flow & see where it leads me . Wish me luck ! =)

Farah, *being a TEEN is GREAT ! ;D