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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

ALONE && BABYSITTING ! =.=

Hello readers .
Hm~ What can I say . Alone AND babysitting . What a perfect ingredient to make the perfect recipe of MISERY ! So let me get the straight . My family are enjoying their stay at KK, wondering around city, shop till' they drop ~ ( ugh, I hope they drop . LOL . JK) & i'm here, at home, all ALONE ( wat I mean 'alone' is the fact that i'm the only adult here) babysitting 5 of my cousins ( I REPEAT :: BABYSITTING 5 (FIVE) of my cousins) all ALONE . Yah . Not really my favourite thing to do . & they're crazy ! Not like, FUN-crazy . Fun for them, ANNOYING & IRITTATING-crazy for me ! Anyway, meet THE FIVE ::


* THE YOUNGEST OF THE GROUP *
~ POPONG .
~ CRAZY-EATER !



 ~ ALIP .
~ COSMOS-CRAZY ! 
P/S ~ popong at the back, EATING ! XD



~ NABILA . 
~ INSANIC creature . XD
~ & NO. She's not an alien . XD



~ AMIE & UAN .
~ CRAZY-FIGHTER ( but NOT a fighter ) LOL .

See? They're CRAZYY ! So u met them , I have to live with them . Now I'M goin' CRAZY .
Anyway, gotta go, cuz someone's HUNGRY !

one more please ~ ~


































 YAP . U guess it . XD
 Toodles ~ ~ ~ 

Friday, December 24, 2010

INCOMING 2011 !

HEYY SOUL SISTA ! Only 1 week to go, then we can kiss 2010 gudbye & welcum 2011 bebehhh ! LOL . Can't believe my honeymoon year is almost over ! Next year is all about study, stress & pimples ! OH NO ~ I gotta be honest, i'm not ready for all of this.. I'm not ready to grow up.. Seriously . I'm not ready to face life challenges & change MAJOR things in my life .. I'm just not . I noe U think that I'm just being childish, well mentally, I AM ! Sorry for that ! HAHA . Maannn , I wish we cud turn back time .. Well if I cud, i wud turn back to my happy years of 2006-2008 . Aww, I miss those FUN days ~ now, my life are just so gloomy, IT SUCKS ! Well, lets just see wat 2011 brings us . I hope its a bucket of CANDIES & RAINBOWS cuz I can't afford having 4 years of HELL in a row ! Wishing the best for 2011 ~ chaw ! ;D

FAR_DEE,
*HEPI NEW YEAR ! :D*

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

SWEET 16 ~ ;D

WOW ! What ? I'm 16 ALREADY ??  U kiddin' me ? HAHA . I'm not ready to grow up, darn it ! LOL . Seems like life passed by SO quickly for me ~  & 5 years later i'm gonna be an ADULT ! Probably just going thru into marriage life ! To make it worst, I may even think about.. or want to.. or even ALREADY have CHILDREN(s) ! NOOOOO .....!!
I HATE children ! Ocay, NOT hate .. But I'm kinda, well, sorta, maybe NOT, a big FAN of children ! I mean, I like cute, bubbly & sweet children but evrything d opposite of that, i might just strangle them & then tie them on a spinning fan !! (well, just in my imagination ..LOL)
anyway ~ my point is, i love just being a simple-life teenager who worried about her friendship&love life more than a complicated-crazy-life of adults who worried about bills & diapers or wtever ! But ofcors, I NOE, sumday I will grow up anyway (phisically & hope so-mentally as well ) so i'm just gonna go with the flow & see where it leads me . Wish me luck ! =)

Farah, *being a TEEN is GREAT ! ;D

Monday, December 20, 2010

I THINK ITS ♥ :/

7 THINGS :::

U ARE ~
 a showoff, ure kind of a player, ure a pervert, u lie about things, ure too sensitive, u don't care much, ure acting cool ~
 But ALL about U that shud be considered as bad things turns out to be interesting parts of urs in my eyes . Let's see ~
* ure a showoff *
- Ure very interesting . U have intresting things . So U SHOW, or in other words, SHARE some part of ur life to others . Its not a bad thing . =)
* ure KIND OF a player *
- Ure very attractive . Girls are always around u, & ure just being nice & treating them well . Oh, how I like  u ! =)
* ure a pervert *
- can't cover u up for this, u ARE a pervert (but oddly in a good way) LOL . Bsides, let's be honest, all guys are . The only thing that makes u different from all the other perverts is the fact that they're totally DISGUSTING & ure not . =)
* U lie about things *
- but ure not a LIAR . U only lies about things that doesn't even matter-like sumting that wud be gone with the wind as u said it . LOL . I mean, everyone lies right ? =)
* ure too sensitive *
- I think its kinda CUTE .=)
* u don't care much *
- Ure too sensitive yet, u also dun care much so I guess ure balanced . =)
* ure acting cool *
- well, u ARE cool so thats cool wi'mme . =)

There u are ! 7 things I supposed to hate about U.. which I DON'T . LOL.
So while we're at it, lets see the 7 things I LOVE about U .=)

U ARE ~
so FUNNY (eventhou ure not trying too), GOOD-looking (cute, too !), TALENTED(in drawing & dancing .. Shuffle . LOL.), FRIENDly(very !), LOVable(cuz evryone loves u), KIND(well, ure not showing it but i noe ^-^), PLAYFUL (i love it !) =D

This is.. EVERYTHING ABOUT U . I've been stalking U ! LOL. JOKING .I'm ur crush darn it ! I'm one of them .  But then ofcors, I'm never gonna tell U ! Just let it be, my DIRTY LITTLE SECRET . (well, not that its dirty ..) XD

So just listen, I think its ♥ ♥ ♥

Thursday, December 16, 2010

S.O.S !!! =O

OH SHIT ! Terrible .. THIS is TERRIBLE !
This isn't some minor problems U usually had in normal lives & then called  them ur WORST nightmare ! NO, this is my TRUE WORST nightmare . & i'm NOT kidding .
Listen, U might get confused . I got 2 homes, one is where i'm living rite now & the other is where i'm moving (soon) but we go there almost evryday .
So this one [TERRIBLE] day my family went to the house as usual, & this time they brought my cousins with them . I was at my other home during that time, so what I didn't get to WITNESS is a CRIME of invasion or in other words , SOMEONE BREAKS INTO MY HOUSE !
How do we know ? Hmm..  I donno .. Maybe bcus someone RIPPED OUR GATE OPEN ! Maybe it's a DOG ! & not only that, the DOG gets into the house & breaks almost all the door knob of our room ! Seems like a dog is interested in our room design ! Pfffftttt ~

So, y did I mention my cousins earlier ? bcuz they're the 1 who noticed the damaged gate in the 1st place . Only then, my parents searched inside only to find more & MORE damage ! & that's not a gud thing . By the way, I just hope that who ever did this won't do it again bcuz next time, we're calling the police & ure going down to HELL doggy ! So just watch out .

*THE DOG'S 'ART' !*

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

WHEN I GROW UP !

*When I grow up, I wanna be FAMOUS,  I wanna be STAR, I wanna BE IN MOVIES !* Yeaahhh ~

Oh, hi there ! =D
Obviously thts just some lyrics from a song, LOL . & NO ~ I don't dream to be a SUPERSTAR . I'm just a plain & boring person . XD
When I grow up, I wanna be a VET, mostly bcuz I LOOOVVEEE animals & I really HATE to see them in HURT . =(
The only problem is, I got stuck in a totally different course ! I suppose to be in PURE SCIENCE class, well, I was at 1st & then I was moved to MATHS class & moved again PERMANENTLY to SPORT SCIENCE class ??! I was CRUSHED . & the only hope of me to pursue my dream job is by making a MAJOR change in my course  when I got into some University or College or sumtin' SO i'm keeping my fingers cross & hoping for the best ! Wish me luck ! =D


Heading to success wif  ♥,
FARAH

WHAT A DAY !!!


Arrggghhh ! I’m officially, like, too EXHAUSTED for all the DRAMA for today ! It supposed to be such a ‘FUN’ day for me but since the second I woke up, seriously, everything had gone WRONG ! Like, when I woke up, not rili the way I wanted it to be, I mean, who rili wants to be wake by the ‘lovely’ sound of the car HONK ?! & then I got up to see who is making that ‘lovely’ sound outside my house, & to my surprise, my FRENS were INFRONT of my house ! So while my brain were still processing on some answers for the “WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY DOIN’ HERE??” question, they were like, watching me cluelessly knowing that I have NO idea they came to pick me up ! U see, these past few days, me & my frens were planning a surprise party for our fren bcuz she is having a BIRTH .. -day . So yesterday I was ordering a cake, blah.. blah.. I was outta money &, blah.. blah.. & the point is, I didn’t get to book that cake, *DAMN !* so add that to my “things that would make my tomorrow much more WORST” list . & that’s y, my day today has been extra extra EXTRA tiring bcuz I had to settle that cake issue as well ! So, back to that awkward moment when I got outside & my friends jumped out of nowhere infront of my house ! So my brain was loading … 98%.. 99%.. 99%1/2.. 100%~~~
OMG !!! I just got up ! SORRY ! Juz go off wif’out me & I’ll catch up in a second ! But then ofcors, it was no second ! I was still in my SLEEP mode cuz last nite I stayed up late watching tv ! & so I thought,y don’t I take a nap, just 5minutes won’t harm, I guess . So I lied down, & as usual I check on my fon, juz in case sum1 text me . & my jaw dropped as I was reading a SUICIDAL text from a friend of mine ! He said that he was happy & thankful to have a fren like me, & around 5am, he’ll be HISTORY ..?! WHAATTT !! R u kiddin’ me ?! It’s not APRIL FOOL , is it ? I donno wt to say or do, & I was so close to call 999 cuz I once seen on tv, a TRUE STORY, that a girl received a SUICIDE text from her fren, (common story) & she dialed 911, then the police arrived at her friends’ house finding him laying in his bedroom, UNCONSCIOUS ! Well, he’s safe cuz he got to the hospital juz in time . Turns out that he tried to attempt suicide bcuz he’s in love wif that girl . Well, in the end of tis story he killed the girl & then shot a bullet in his head ~~~
What an ending . & so, I didn’t call the police, but not bcuz I’m afraid that he’ll kill me or sumting like that but bcuz I’m not fully CONVINCED about it, JUZ BCUZ tis thing happened ALL the time ! People always say that they’ll kill themselves or wateva but it never hppn, did it ? I mean, never among my frens & not that I wanted it to be TRUE ! 
But anyway I think it has to do wif sumting about his girlfren or sumtin . So I ignored it (for a while) & then take a bath (totally forgot about my intention to sleep) =.=
& after I finished showering, I felt so much relieved UNTIL I told my mom bout my plan & she refuusseee to take me to the shop saying tht she had so much goin’ on today, & I got so pissed off cuz I thought, it’s HOLIDAY ! Like, wht wud be “goin’ on” wif ur life today ?? Why TODAY ?? Ughhh ! So, I thought, I juz ask my sis then ! =D
I ran to the bedroom, only to found her still sleepin ! I said, wt the heck ? & start waking her up ! *shake, shake, shake* GET UP..!
Well she did . But I still have to convince her to take me to the shop ! Only then , that I realised, I don't only have problems wif transportation, but MONEY issue as well ! Well yesterday I have more than 100 in my pocket bt I did my hair, bought some food & evrything costs me EVERYTHING ! No, seriously . So i asked my mom for some $$$ only to get caught for spending so much money in a day . Blah.. blah.. blah.. I got scold, buuttt I got some money anyway . Like I said, from the moment I woke up, evrything had gone wrong . Rmmber I said we were planning a suprise party for a fren ? Well, SHE DIDN'T CAME ! Now that's a suprise ! So we spent the whole day juz wondering around in town (not so fun) but very TIRING ! We end up delivering bfday cake to her house like pizza delivery nuts ! So much for a suprise party ! =.= 
Tired as HELL, I got home & the drama juz never gonna stop ! I was scold for not doin' chores or sumtin' like that . I mean, what am I , ur MAID ?! I'm too tired & I had enuf for today . Let me juz, put tis on my blog & call it a day ! Wow, didn't think that'll rhyme . Well, anyway, sorry for making U read -- well atleast, SEE the longest post in tis entire blog ! Literally . So, i'm just gonna go & head to bed . Gdnite bloggers ! 


XOXO,
Mikan !

Monday, December 6, 2010

IS IT LOVE .. ? ♥

1. Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? and your voice caught within your chest?
it isn't love, it's like.

2. You can't keep your hand off them, am I right?
 it isn't love, it's lust

3. Are you proud and eager to show them off?
 it isn't love, it's luck

4. Do you want them because you know they're there?
 it isn't love, it's loneliness

5. Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
 it isn't love, its loyalty

6. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them?
it isn't love, its pity

7. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
 it isn't love, it's lack of confidence

8. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
 it isn't love, it's infatuation

9. Do you tell them that everyday they are the one you think of?
it isn't love, it's a lie

10. Are you willing to give up all your favorite things for their sake?
 it isn't love, it's charity

11. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
 it isn't love, it's friendship

12. Do you accept their faults because it's part of who they are?
then it's love

13. Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
 then it's love

14. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply, it hurts?
 then it's love

15. Do you stay because a blinding incomprehensible mix of pain, and elations pulls you close and hold you?
then it's love

16. Are you attracted to others but stay with them faithfully with no regrets?
 then it's love

17. Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
 then it's love

18. And always remember - love isn't one sided!! - Both must love for LOVE to exist!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

IF I WERE A BOY . . .

Heyy fellas ! =D
So i have tis funny thought (well, at least I think its funny) XD

F'course, evryone knew bout the song "IF I WERE A BOY" by Beyonce Knowles, rite ?
& in the song, she said that if she were a boy, well the point is, she wud swear to be a better man .

& so I thought, what if I were a boy ? XD
well, if I were a boy, on the other hand I wud be a boy, who doesn't play with girls' feelings but at the same time not takin' them seriously . Y ? Cuz in my personal oppinion, I find guys like that very attractive ! Weird ? Well , that's just another part of me . =)

 XOXO,
Mikan  ♥

Saturday, December 4, 2010

I lied ..

well , HI there ! :D

U guys, who ever is reading this post, u'll be very suprise cuz I have a confession to make .

NEWSFLASH everyone ! I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND .

I know most of U now are confused & some are feeling totally NOT care bout it so here's my explanation . So recently I was telling other people that I was dating sumbody else . Well, I have a reason for it & i bet cha' u don't wanna know y . Guys kept asking me , '' U hv a boyfriend ? " and i was like, " yahh .. Y ? " and they were like, " ohh.. thats too bad .." & plus, I asked for my friend's help to be my FAKE boyfriend on Facebook & we even made FAKE relationship that everyone was talking about . XD

Well, they were too buzy with Facebook they forgot to check my BLOG ! My blog says evrything & here it clearly says that I AM VERY VERY SINGLE EVRYONE !

To my fellas , SORRY for lying but I had my own reasons . PRIVATE reasons, thou . I'm hoping ur respons shud be like, " WHAT ? So, that's it ? Chill out, I dun care anyway . XD " other than , " WHAT ? OMG , u totally lied to me ! I hate liars ! ARGHH !!

LOL . So , I'll leave that to U to choose . XD  Hope U still love me !

XOXO, Farah .


 

i'm an ANIMAL LOVER ! ♥

HEYHEY ! It's me again ~
so, hv I mention that i'm a true animal lover ? bcuz  I AM . LOL .
I noticed some CRUEL video they post on Facebook on animal abuse & I was like " WHAT THE ..?" !!
did U really think that by doing that it wud make u look kind of cool, well think again ! Cuz it only makes u look really cruel and DISGUSTING & horrifying && horrible & ALL the bad stuff !

If someone really looked up to U by doing that DIRTY work, i'm ready to LAUGH my heart out ! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA ... HAHH !

&& the END .

  

Thursday, December 2, 2010

NEW BLOGGY ! :D

HEYYYY WORLD ! Tis is my 2nd blog i've created other than Tumblr ,  & also my other blog at Friendster but i'm sure it doesn't count . XD
so to those who dusn't noe me , here's some introduction ~


♥ My nem is Farah , Farah Nur Amalina to be exact . XD
♥ I'm 16 ( well, not until December 20, which is my bufday . XD )
♥ I have Facebook , if u want to know me better . Find me here ( Farah Pocoyo )
but ofcors , i'm pretty picky on aprroving pple as my fren, so GUD LUCK ! XP

~ chaw ! :P
lots of  ♥♥♥